Not Giving Up....

I know that once I get myself together the "correct way" with God in my life then everything else will fall into place. Who am I to judge/ or qualify who is "Mr. Right" for me. That is not my duty and as a female I have come to understand that I cannot change a "MAN" he must be willing to change for the better of himself. As a woman my job is to not only pray for him but also encourage him to bring out the traits he lacks to show. My pastor told me that if you keep going around looking for a pillow to hug a night, you will end up with a new one every few months, but if you can just wait and BE PATIENT, allow God to work and deliver that special companion into your life you won't have to worry ABOUT THROWING AWAY ANYMORE "pillows"

So I REFUSE TO QUIT......THE BEST IS YET TO COME

I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

I had a dream
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

Each day of my life, I’m filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I,I'm not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp, I'm holding it with both
hands
It’s worth the risk of burning, to have a second chance

No, no, no, no, no, no, I need you, baby
I still believe that we can be together, no…
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again, Mmm..

I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again (Oh, baby, yeah)

I had a dream
You and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

I still believe (Ooh, baby, I do)
Someday you and me (Just give me one more try)
In love again

I had a dream (I miss your love)
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again

I still believe
Someday you and me(will find ourselves in love...)



True Love is

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy,
it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Till The Cops Come Knockin'

Its amazing how some people are able to change your mind about certain situations!
I am loving this new life that I am beginning to leave. Yes it may get confusing at times, but I feel the need to keep on prospering with my life. WHAT IS SELF LOVE.... 1 Corinthians 13:4-7....before I can love anybody else, I must truly love me. I was watching Charmed earlier today and Prue was complaining about no relationship, no time for herself but successful....who knows where my life is heading but I will keep going Till The Cops Come Knockin'

No Words..Actions Speak

Never Meant Harm The Soul You Own,
I'm Always Here You Will Never Be Alone...

I Just Tried To Make You Happy When Times Was Ruff,
Seems Now We Not As Close, We Just Yell and Cuss....

At First Both Of Us Was Just Having Fun and Games,
I Hurt You and I Know You Don't Look At Me The Same...

You Have To Admit That Both Of Us Got Caught Up In This Process,
But While Playing Ive Come To Care and Love You I Confess...

Look At As Now and The Way We Use To Be,
Are Friendship Was To Strong, It Was Always "Big Head" and "B"...

But Like Alicia Keys Said "Ive Made My Own Hard Bed",
All This Drama, Hurt and Pain Look Where It Has Lead...

I Understand I Hurt You but I Ain't Have Fun Doing It,
But I'm Sure Your Love and Trust You Just Had To Quite...

When I'm With You I Enjoy Every Moment Thats Been Spent,
You Made Me Feel Like A Super Hero and I Ain't Had To Hide It Like Clark Kent....

Well Right Now I'm On Something

and

I'm Glad I Am Because I Was Finally Able To Express Some Type Of Feeling In Me......

IDK MAYBE WAT I WROTE WAS DUMB BUT IDK......

---my bestfriend wrote this to me, and I remember the day I saw this I broke down. Sometimes it makes me think about the GOOD TIMES we had....but I guess its all MEMORIES now

JAN 5.

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: Ace

Your power month: May

Next LIFEtiME

What can I say about the concert on Tuesday except OWWWWW!!!! I freaking love Maxwell and Common but Chrisette Michele...she is the SHIT!!!! No doubt, that trio is the definition of REAL Rhythm and Blues! Leading up to this day, I was too excited and anxious, maybe for the simple fact that I haven't been to a concert since I was a senior in high school which was the Destiny Child Farewell Tour or something....idk! But lord really made a GORGEOUS man out of Maxwell...sheeesh! I was just feeling the environment, from beginning to end. The money spent on the concert was worth every penny, even though my vehicle was towed when I got out the concert. I understand that when I am in church and its TIME for me to pay my tithes....WITHOUT thinking twice they need to be paid. The lord showed me that if I don't give him what he has given to me, he will take even more.

Pause::...

So I've been very "iffy" about some of the decisions I need to make in my life. Kind of standing in a frozen position with really no clue where to go next. Maybe I should turn slightly or maybe I shouldn't. I need to pray for guidance....lord I'm lost

Israel & New Breed - Go Back Lyrics

You are drawing me into Your presence
To the beauty of Your Holiness
You are calling me to come and worship
And my answer to Your call is 'Yes'

I'm coming closer, closer to the flame
And I can hear Your voice as clear
As the first day, You say

Go back to your first love
Go back to your first love
Go back, return
And let the fires burn again

Go back to your first love
Go back to your first love
Go back, return
And let the fires burn again

I'm reminded of the days of passion
When my worship flowed so unrestrained, remember
Like the prodigal I've learned my lesson, yeah
And I never want to be the same

I'm coming closer, closer to the flame
And I can hear Your voice as clear
As the first day, You say

Go back to your first love
Go back to your first love
Go back, return
And let the fires burn again

Go back to your first love
Go back to your first love
Go back, return
And let the fires burn again

Go back, return
Go back to your first love
Go back to your first love
Go back, return
And let the fires burn again

Go back to your first love
Go back to your first love
Go back, return
And let the fires burn again

Go back, go back, go back
Go back, go back, go back
Turn around, return
And let the fires burn again

Go, how did you get here
Turn around you're gonna sound all over again
Go back return
And let the fires burn again, again, again

People are trippin' man
People need Jesus, Tommy
Let's get, let's bring Jesus to 'em