AMBITIOUS GIRL

Its been a minute since I've noted any new documentation in my life, but this past weekend felt like a time of pure clarity and peace within myself. This weekend Aug 19-20 I spent in Austin, Texas with 2 of my close friends and we just enjoyed life for all the beautiful aspects that it truly holds. At the end of our journey we were speaking about the memorable events that occurred within the past 72hrs and honestly this weekend beat out any trip to another city/state. I was able to really LIVE. Within life itself so many people are caught up in their own world and they never seem to take the time out and just LIVE LIFE!!! The spectacular trait about myself is that I am constantly improving the person I will eventually become. Every single moment in my life affects my personality, thinking and just who I am as a whole. God will not allow me to quit, for he has already seen my future and its my job to not quit. Stop running from what HE is blessing you with, so in that case let me carry on with my Ambitious Life!

Ambitious girl, the drive-drive me crazy
I'm tryna stay with you, lay with you
I'll pay you tuition, pray with you if you aint intuition
I'm tryna fxck the shxt out your aspirations
see, the last one I dated, I hated
we wake up, i go to work, she leave out
come back with some make up, high heels, and a purse, or
worse i ask, "Babygirl, what you aspire to be?"
she reply to me like, "why you perspiring me?" bxtch..
pardon me if I'm sweating you but,
I wanna see something else in you before I invest in you
ambitious girl, (what you sitting for)
I'd rather you tell me to hit you later,
because you gotta finish a paper
then to be in my face asking for a rosea cup
see these bxtches can't cut in yo business
I'm in love with your business
and your productivity is the reason I intrest, ambitious girl
see, I like the person that you are,
but I'm in love with the person that you have potential to be
and all your dreams sharing with me
and your secrets baring with me
and the flaws, you aint even got to mention to me,
ambitious girl, you just wanna win, and you'd rather chase your dreams,
then to try to chase these men
that try to chase these skirts
that try to chase these shots with flavors that not even as sweet as her
my ambitious girl, I wont forget you,
I just reflect on how I aint met you, yet boo
you somewhere, getting your life in order
so for the time being, i hope this (overscribe) might support her
support her, or work her, she worth it
go girl X3, ambition
go girl X7, ambition
go girl X7, ambition
ambition X7

Man In The Mirror

So I'm sitting at work listening to Musiq's "So Beautiful" and the last verse of the song repeats itself by saying "Baby don’t you, baby don't you know You're so beautiful (beautiful, beautiful)"x4 and for some odd reason I began to think about my appearance when people see me. Now lets not get anything twisted around, I know that I am a beautiful African-American woman but for the simple fact that many have a self-esteem issues concerning themselves gets me to wonder about their appreciation for their-self. Last week I was watch a special on TLC about a 17yr old girl from Haiti who was born with a disease that expanded out her face to a way that most kids feared being around her because they felt she portrayed a monster. She portrayed more spirit than most females my age and she knew that her condition was un-explainable but that did not take the pride/joy she held within herself. My whole outtake on this is, be THANKFUL for the reflection that you see on a daily basis, for many women out there who can't bare to look in the mirror just imagine if you were her.....

"My" Black is Beautiful

Speakerboxx

Even though this article/piece of literature should have been written awhile ago, I'm just now coming across this assignment. This concert was phenomenal for the beginning of 2010!! I was super staked to see an artist that I respect lyrically for his dedication to the music industry and also continuing to bring future "musically enchalleneged" individuals into this game. Jay Z really preformed a FAB show and brought out Young Jeezy, one of my favorite rappers in this time period. All I can say is that my time has come AND I'M ON TO THE NEXT.....

Outside My Zone

God, grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change;
The courage to change the things that I can;
And the wisdom to know the difference.

Dear God

Just when I thought my heart was about to explode, God showed me who he really is. Damn I LOVE GOD SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

And thats all for this entry....

So Far There Is Only 22......conti

1.Talk Show
2. Reporter
3. Owner of CNN
4. Owner of NBC
5.Owner of Sony Music
6. Sr VP Time Warner
7.Singer
8.Sr Director of Communications Wal-Mart
9.Corporate Lawyer for Chevron Oil & Gas
10. Producer for O Networks
11. Host for MTV/BET
12. Anchor on CNN
13. Director of Communications for Johnson & Johnson
14.Travel Agent
15. Corporate Lawyer for Continential Airlines
16. Sr VP of Communications Google
17.Buying a house in Miami
18. Buying my mom a house
19. Paying for my little brother's college expenses
20. Purchasing homes for both of my older sisters
21.Donating money into Alief ISD
22.Director of Communications for HP

After an engaging night with black professionals who are willing to give their time and effort to ensure a better life for the following generation, I've decided to write down a few goals I plan on accomplishing in my life time....until next time