Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Not Looking Back


So was this the outcome that you expected at the end of the day. Are you FIGHTING from the truth or are you actually facing the truth? As India Arie stated "The time is right. I'm gonna pack my bags.And take that journey down the road" I still sometimes think to myself was this the correct decision to make. One person stated that the heart grows stronger when separated. But maybe my heart is not growing anymore in that direction. Maybe I'm growing stronger in a BEAUTIFUL AWAKENING. I must constantly reassure myself that this man named God has always been with me throughout my ordeals. He placed me in each transaction and allowed me to fight the battle. I am starting to realized that my life is going in a new direction. Where exactly is this taking me, I am yet to find out. Nor do I know who is going to stay along with me on my exploration. But I do know that one man has always been there despite all the non-sense, and apologizes I have committed. I love the scripture of PROVERBS 3:5-6 "for I will TRUST in him and not lean on my own understanding" I understand completelty that I am nowhere near perfect, but I do know that there are BLESSINGS with my name on them. And if I keep LOOKING BACK I will never receive any. New moments, also a time for me to "walk into a NEW season". So maybe this is my transformation or maybe a time to walk forward and stop repeating the past. I know where I want to go in life, but sometimes my plans are not always the right plan. He may find the need for me to drift off somewhere else, but whereever I end up, I know that I have come a long way. I have so much love for me, each and everyday. Keep on pushing for success and no plans of turning around....

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