I'm at a certain point in my life, where I really don't know where I am going anymore. Confusing to some, but to me its about normal.The type of person I am, change is me. I feel the need to change my hair, style of clothes, music and everything else that you can see on the outside. Whether its an outside or inner trait, how can you actually build yourself up? For the past semester I endured this long journey of finding my identity and exactly who I am, and where I am trying to go. Well fortunately I found my identity, but not where I am going. One of the elders from my church The Fellowship of Redeeming Truth Church told me to not worry so much about the future, but focus on the present. Make sure that you have yourself together, before you attempt to go out and present yourself to the world. This process is long, extremely long, but until then I will continuously keeping building myself UP....you fall once, alright get up. You fall twice, get up again. Fall three times, look back the mistakes you made because you can longer fall down.
Embrace who you are. It's alright for you to explore and change. I am 37 years old and believe it or not, I am still "building up." Your Elder gave you some good advice. Live each day as it comes with hopes for the future. It will all work out. I am praying for you. You really are in a good place!
ReplyDelete